And I said, "I just told 500 people that I became a researcher to avoid vulnerability. And that when being vulnerable emerged from my data, as absolutely essential to whole-hearted living, I told these 500 people that I had a breakdown. I had a slide that said Breakdown. At what point did I think that was a good idea?"

She's right here and she said, "You're the shame researcher who had the breakdown." And I'm so worn out at this point in my life, I look at her and I actually say, "It was a frickin' spiritual awakening."
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